Envious

Back home in the evening..

Went to my friend's daughter bdae just nw..her daughter is so chubby just like my ger is young that time..

I was so envious nt cos of the daughter party but cos wen i went there i saw alot of pretty mothers. Some of them having pregnancy and some have i think 2 kids alreadi..I felt so out of space cos i dun noe them and I dont talk to them also..They are realli pretty you noe..

I always believe that u r beautiful by nature..each gt their own beauti..i feel envious wen i saw them you noe..I know that the life i am having nw is nt bad alreadi cos some of my friends is nt that gd than me..

They always though I have a gd husband bt i always dun think so..mayb cos he is always addict to the com playin maple and dota and slp late and always dont want wake up early for breakfast all..but overall i realli think he is gd in a way that he noes that if he neglect me, he will bring me out wen he off from work. I always feel that a couple must always forgive and forget and must always be there for each other and nt wen things happen and u must come to a stage wen u must divorce then u try ur ways to make admentsment..theres no use cos even u patch up there is surely a lost of some feeling between the two of you.